Never real and always true

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  • Published 20090220
  • ISBN: 9780733323942
  • Extent: 256 pp
  • Paperback (234 x 153mm)

IN 2003, AFTER more than a year in the grip of a major depressive episode, I consulted a doctor to discuss my condition. Alone in his surgery, I filled in a multiple-choice questionnaire, answering questions along the lines of ‘Do you feel worthless (a) never (b) sometimes (c) constantly?’ and ‘Do you consider suicide (a) never (b) occasionally (c) often?’

After I had completed the test, my doctor returned. His manner was calm and understanding as he told me that yes, I certainly had results that suggested serious depression. Speaking gently, he prescribed a course of SSRIs and I left his surgery.

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